You keep saying im a privileged kid, but this roof over my head, this shelter you gave me, it didnt protect me from the pain that rained down on me every night, you say I’m a privileged kid but these clothes on my back, they dont heal my scars they just cover them up, you say Im a privileged kid, but these shoes on my feet, they don’t help me run faster from the pains of my past thats chasing me, you say im a privileged kid, but the food on plate doesn’t make me strong enough to carry this weight in my chest or the Shit on my back, see this privileged kid needed more than that, she needed you, her mother, to realize what she was doing to herself, cause she didnt, she didn’t realize that every cut, would leave scars that would never fade, she just knew that the pain was too much to bear, she just knew that the nights were so long when your alone and cant sleep, she just knew that sleeping was IMPOSSIBLE with the devil was within the next room waiting, waiting for any possible moment that he could sneak into your room , she just knew she was tired, tired of the endless tears, tired of the internal conflict, so she looked for ANYTHING that could help thru the moments of helplessness, thru the moments where death seemed better than life, during these moments she needed YOU, her mom, to notice she was hurting, to JUST be there but you wasnt, nd you still aren’t, and it’s just getting worse…
Every things falling apart right before my eyes, and I don’t know what to do… I feel so…. Numb to pain now, no matter what type…
Tribe x TlSCWTS x VLS
You’re not cool because you wear old clothes and have a fuck stupid haircut. I’m done trolling now. God. I fucking hate people who do too much.
im sorry jae, but dude on the left, with the mickey mouse giving me everything <3333
feeling so hurt and alone right now.
it’s taking everything in me not to cut.
I don’t know if I’ll succeed.
(Source: catscoffee)
Cutting scares me and I don’t know why.
It feels so good during it, I love slashing through my skin, the blood coming out. But afterwards I get all guilty and anxious and scared.Which makes me want to cut again to get the good feeling back
In an antisocial mood ,
Look at what these girls and these fake niggas made me
Cry when I’m writing, I don’t really know why
I think its cause I can’t really see myself an old guy
And that scares me, I wanna be around a while
Call em while I’m drifting off, tell her that I love her so
Parents crying harder cause I didn’t even leave a note
Saying that I’m selfish and I’m sorry that I left
But it hurts so much to wake up and I left you guys a check
Cause I ain’t fucking happy, you don’t know shit about me
I think it started when she said she happier without me
I really can’t blame her cause I’m happier without me
I don’t see what girls are seeing when they say their all about me
I’m scared they wanna trap me, these all hoes are all liars
</3 i just wanted to see a comparison…
